Gift
 
  
Is it doubt, lack of wisdom 
or some feeling unexpressed 
that has me locked within this range 
I have become, since I've digressed? 
  
Or, have I drifted lazily 
into this rut of disbelief 
a subtle cycle, never threatened  
yet, descending like a leaf?
  
When all along I have the power 
a gift once given me 
for refusing to fall for 
the limitations that we see. 
  
At anytime with, but, a gesture 
I can radically ascend 
I push concern one more degree 
than all the fears that I defend
  
If I could only muster up 
the precious will to give, at all 
in the direction I would least 
life would be at my beckon call.
  
So, let me shake off this convenience 
salvage remnants of control 
attain that lofty state 
and from there, orchestrate my goal.
  
For I have learned while my heart idle 
although I had been, once wise 
one should not prolong stagnation 
thinking one can always rise.
  
Hence, the soul that would dare wander 
and abuse it's highest state 
is a soul amongst turmoil 
that might choose to give, too late. 
  
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